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Ok, I'm so tired.

It really is emotional. I was planning an entire reflective essay upon it. For some reason, I just can't type it. It makes me want to cry.
People who appeared strong on the outside, they just crumbled on the last day. And the male elders [my father and his brothers] were all crying as well.

Me? I'm just thankful for all he has done, and I just regret I could not see him one last time.

Random: People may think my name is boyish, but there's no way I'm changing my name. It's one piece of memory I have of him.

Ja
Tari

PS: And now I struggle with my letter to teacher explaining my absence. >_>

EDIT
Oh, I've been looking for episode 51 of Beyblade G-Revolution. If anyone can upload it or give me a BT link, I'll love you forever and do anything you want me to do!!! ;________;