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I didn't join the meme train and post this because personally, it seems a bit meaningless to just copy and paste something directly without some reflection first.
This morning, I was getting annoyed and worried that people hardly commented on my entries while commenting oodles on others. I kept wondering if it meant something, like if my dropping out of RPing meant that I shared one less interest with my friends, or if I'm paying more attention to certain friends while unintentionally neglecting others.
I barely talk to anyone on IM because I am painfully shy. I can't deal with chat at the moment because I never really know what to say and I don't have the energy or strength to deal with too many people. And lately, I'm feeling even more anti-social than usual, which adds on to my woes of keeping in touch with people.
I don't know how to say nice words to comfort people most of the time. I have at least 2 friends who are on my f-list who are facing problems at the moment and yet I don't know what to say to them to make them feel better. One friend already has friends who are sympathesizing with her, as for the other friend, I haven't the slightest on what to say without possibly offending her.
I have lost friends because I was selfish and didn't know better. I have friends who simply vanish from the Internet because they are now working adults and hardly have time to update their LJs. I have friends whom I have drifted apart from simply because I no longer share any interests with them. I have nearly lost friends because I am still learning to act less like a child and more like a responsible adult. I'm scared of losing the friends I have now in the future because I'm not doing enough to keep in touch with them.
But you know? I was talking to someone close today, and she mentioned that there's a bond between me and my friends. Friends come and go, but it's not the destination that matters, it's the journey. It's the memories, both good and bad, that are important.
This entry is unbeta'd, unoriginal, cheesy, emotional, and probably chock full of grammar errors and typos that have escaped my notice. But this is how I truly feel.
I lurk more than I comment, and I always seem like a cold and unconcerned entity when it comes to personal matters.
But please believe me when I say that I do care for every single one of you on my friends list. If I don't comment, it isn't because I don't care - chances are I'm probably staring at your entry and trying to type up a sensible reply. ;_;
81 mutual friends. From people who have stuck with me during my PoT days to the newest people from the Gundam 00 friending meme, thank you for giving my life more colour.
Thank you for being my friend. ♥
And with that,
If there is one person or more on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist, and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the Internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.
This morning, I was getting annoyed and worried that people hardly commented on my entries while commenting oodles on others. I kept wondering if it meant something, like if my dropping out of RPing meant that I shared one less interest with my friends, or if I'm paying more attention to certain friends while unintentionally neglecting others.
I barely talk to anyone on IM because I am painfully shy. I can't deal with chat at the moment because I never really know what to say and I don't have the energy or strength to deal with too many people. And lately, I'm feeling even more anti-social than usual, which adds on to my woes of keeping in touch with people.
I don't know how to say nice words to comfort people most of the time. I have at least 2 friends who are on my f-list who are facing problems at the moment and yet I don't know what to say to them to make them feel better. One friend already has friends who are sympathesizing with her, as for the other friend, I haven't the slightest on what to say without possibly offending her.
I have lost friends because I was selfish and didn't know better. I have friends who simply vanish from the Internet because they are now working adults and hardly have time to update their LJs. I have friends whom I have drifted apart from simply because I no longer share any interests with them. I have nearly lost friends because I am still learning to act less like a child and more like a responsible adult. I'm scared of losing the friends I have now in the future because I'm not doing enough to keep in touch with them.
But you know? I was talking to someone close today, and she mentioned that there's a bond between me and my friends. Friends come and go, but it's not the destination that matters, it's the journey. It's the memories, both good and bad, that are important.
This entry is unbeta'd, unoriginal, cheesy, emotional, and probably chock full of grammar errors and typos that have escaped my notice. But this is how I truly feel.
I lurk more than I comment, and I always seem like a cold and unconcerned entity when it comes to personal matters.
But please believe me when I say that I do care for every single one of you on my friends list. If I don't comment, it isn't because I don't care - chances are I'm probably staring at your entry and trying to type up a sensible reply. ;_;
81 mutual friends. From people who have stuck with me during my PoT days to the newest people from the Gundam 00 friending meme, thank you for giving my life more colour.
Thank you for being my friend. ♥
And with that,
If there is one person or more on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist, and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the Internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.