Open angry rant that I can't be bothered to lock

[ratiosu]

Dear Eunice Choo,


So my friend decided to forego Maths lesson to accompany her good friend, who just came back from two days of MC and is feeling unwell, to wait for our form teacher.

So she sent a SMS to me explaining that she won't be able to attend Maths lesson with that reason.

So I went to tell the Maths teacher about it.

And then it starts.

Maths teacher says "This sort of excuse also can ah?" Fine, I can kinda understand her feelings. Then, your little boy minion goes as well, "YEAH, WHATTA LOUSY EXCUSE." Buh? I don't think it's in his place to say anything? =\ Besides I have a real text message from her that says exactly that.

Never mind that.

People close to me know that I don't exactly have a STELLAR sense of hearing and I tend to mishear and then reply accordingly. So a girl asked me whether I kept notes for my friend and I misheard her and thought whether I CALLED my friend.

I said, "No, she sent me a message." And now, it's your turn. You LAUGHED. Not just a simple snort or snigger, but a loud witch cackle that can practically be heard by anyone within the classroom. Oh my god. Not just you, the two boys in your clique was practically snorting out of laughter as well.

I ABSOLUTELY HATE BEING LAUGHED AT. I ABSOLUTELY HATE HAVING PEOPLE LAUGHING AT MY FRIENDS. But what do you know, being locked away in your tiny little exclusive club of yours?

Nothing.

Of course you wouldn't know that my sense of hearing is terrible. My dad's deaf in one ear. My sister turns her music on loud just so she can hear them properly. It's a family thing, but you know nuts about that. Of course you wouldn't know I tend to mishear people. Not even my closest friend in school knows that.

And of course you wouldn't even know that I was so hurt by your cackle that I just quietly cried during Maths class. Luckily, no one saw.

I know you're biased against me and I can't be bothered to know why. Guess what? The feeling's mutual.

I have a term exam coming up, along with my A Levels [that's like University admission exams for my non-Singaporean friends]. I'm too stressed out by those two exams and too tired out by practically everything else to care. My head hurts too much to think properly. I have a life outside with people who do care. You can go ahead and laugh at me all you want. Me? I have better and grander things to do.

Thanks for giving me a bloody headache.

Can't be bothered to give a damn,
Tari

PS: And now I'm hungry.