Open angry rant that I can't be bothered to lock

[ratiosu]

Dear Eunice Choo,


So my friend decided to forego Maths lesson to accompany her good friend, who just came back from two days of MC and is feeling unwell, to wait for our form teacher.

So she sent a SMS to me explaining that she won't be able to attend Maths lesson with that reason.

So I went to tell the Maths teacher about it.

And then it starts.

Maths teacher says "This sort of excuse also can ah?" Fine, I can kinda understand her feelings. Then, your little boy minion goes as well, "YEAH, WHATTA LOUSY EXCUSE." Buh? I don't think it's in his place to say anything? =\ Besides I have a real text message from her that says exactly that.

Never mind that.

People close to me know that I don't exactly have a STELLAR sense of hearing and I tend to mishear and then reply accordingly. So a girl asked me whether I kept notes for my friend and I misheard her and thought whether I CALLED my friend.

I said, "No, she sent me a message." And now, it's your turn. You LAUGHED. Not just a simple snort or snigger, but a loud witch cackle that can practically be heard by anyone within the classroom. Oh my god. Not just you, the two boys in your clique was practically snorting out of laughter as well.

I ABSOLUTELY HATE BEING LAUGHED AT. I ABSOLUTELY HATE HAVING PEOPLE LAUGHING AT MY FRIENDS. But what do you know, being locked away in your tiny little exclusive club of yours?

Nothing.

Of course you wouldn't know that my sense of hearing is terrible. My dad's deaf in one ear. My sister turns her music on loud just so she can hear them properly. It's a family thing, but you know nuts about that. Of course you wouldn't know I tend to mishear people. Not even my closest friend in school knows that.

And of course you wouldn't even know that I was so hurt by your cackle that I just quietly cried during Maths class. Luckily, no one saw.

I know you're biased against me and I can't be bothered to know why. Guess what? The feeling's mutual.

I have a term exam coming up, along with my A Levels [that's like University admission exams for my non-Singaporean friends]. I'm too stressed out by those two exams and too tired out by practically everything else to care. My head hurts too much to think properly. I have a life outside with people who do care. You can go ahead and laugh at me all you want. Me? I have better and grander things to do.

Thanks for giving me a bloody headache.

Can't be bothered to give a damn,
Tari

PS: And now I'm hungry.

Comments

[jounetsu-ryu.livejournal.com]

Some people are just bastards and you don't really need to mind them.
Study hard and maybe you'll be able to find a way to rid the world of people like this |D

♥ for you!

[ratiosu.livejournal.com]

Thanks for commenting!! ♥ for you too!! *snugs*

And yes, now THAT is an incentive to study. *secretly plots to do BIG GRAND EXPERIMENTS/make a BIG GRAND PERFECT SOCIETY* :D

[jounetsu-ryu.livejournal.com]

BIG GRAND PERFECT SOCIETY

OMG COORDINATORS? D:

[ratiosu.livejournal.com]

Or a society full of robots. :D";;; Either way, even without me, both possibilities are likely. We are definitely heading in that direction, what with robots that do housework and selective abortion. ZOMG GP AHAHA.

[jou-kai-mokie.livejournal.com]

I have to second that, a lot of people are bastards. I dealt with it all through high school.

Randomly, something wrong with your msn last night?

[ratiosu.livejournal.com]

Thanks tons for commenting! I've had enough of bastards, if they think they can hurt my pride so simply, they have another thing coming.

I was using the school's MSN, and the connection was terrible yesterday. I kept getting booted out.

[kaede90.livejournal.com]

*hugs* you will still be loved =)

less than a year left for you there so hang in there! ganbatte!

[ratiosu.livejournal.com]

*loves* Thanks so much for commenting!! This means so much to me. ^__^ ♥

Hai, ganbatemasu!! >)

[kilik-hiwatari.livejournal.com]

*glomps* i may not be hard of hearing, but i still don't hear what some people say ^ ^;; i remember being friends with an indian girl and a thai girl at school, and whenever their parents would say something to me, i would have trouble understanding them so i would have to ask my friends to 'translate'. that was very embarressing. i still have that problem now. i know how you feel, but you'd prolly be annoyed with me because i sometimes mumble and you'd end up clueless as to what i'm saying ^ ^;;;

and i think there's a reason that girl cackled like a witch it's because she is one

i know how terrible it is when you go slightly deaf too. i once had a bad ear infection and couldn't understand a thing my teachers and class mates at VTS were saying.

anyway. good luck with the A levels and such, and you should try not to let people like that get to you. i know it's very hard to ignore them, but try your best *hugs* if you need anyone to talk to, feel free to txt ok ^ ^