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I feel paranoid and evil. =\ And not in a good way too.

To certain people. You know who you are:
You know? It takes me a lot of courage to go up and talk to people whom I haven't talked to in weeks. Being nice and/or friendly [and telling me that you're busy when you are] really helps. It doesn't make me feel any better if you're just so cold and distant. Taking ages to reply doesn't help as well. Is that really too much to ask for? Am I really being selfish by asking for this?

Evil. I feel evil. I really feel like hurting people to the core. ._. Make them hurt, angry, pissed, cry. I've actually been checking out how people hack Maple Story. Of course, I haven't had the courage or time to actually try it out. I've been flaming people like mad, spitting on them, degrading them. It makes me feel sick what I'm doing to myself right now.

Work, so much of them, yet I don't have the energy and motivation to face any of them. Prelims coming soon. I'm going to flunk this. I know it.

People say, "lol", "hi", "you're selfish". "You wear me out". "You're not close to me." "I'm sick." "I'm tired." "You've snapped me in two." They make emoticon faces that mean nothing. They make so many grand speeches. They insult my friends. They insult and hurt me [and yet don't fucking want to admit]. And they get angry when other people complain about their own lives, saying that "YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO COMPLAIN. I HAVE MORE ISSUES THAN YOU."

I say "Fuck you. Enough about you. I need my downtime and showtime too."

Goddamn, I feel so burnt out.

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Nah, I don't think you're being selfish. It's kinda...basic courtesy and stuff. And it shouldn't even have to be part of 'manners' if you're friends. Although the other party might have just had a bad day or been going through rough times.

Well, it's not good taking your anger out on other people, honestly. I remember there was this game on Newgrounds where you could pick various ways to kill your 'boss'. Can't remember what it was called, but maybe you should look for that and play.

This may not be good advice, but I think you should just take things slowly and one at a time. Maybe you're burnt out because you're trying to do too many things at one go unneccesarily.

Cheer up soon, 'kay?

Probably, but still taking 10 minutes to give a one-word reply and then claim you're not busy, or even ignoring me and doing the whole "connection died on me" signing in and out. They're not the only ones going through rough times and having bad days. =\ And I didn't even demand for their full attention or anything. I merely needed help with something, and even a listening ear at that time. It really would have helped greatly, but too bad they didn't reply.

Running for PE certainly cleared my mind up greatly. I'm still not ready to face revision yet [the horror!], but I'll just play a bit of stuff [aka Pokemon Diamond ahaha] before doing some work for today. Thanks for the advice. =)

Advice is always good. ^__^ I need an actual study plan instead of my current "just take anything that comes" style of working.

I feel better already. =) Thank you so much ♥

psst, should I save for Maple Story DS or Pokemon Diamond? xD

POKEMON DIAMOND. Because frankly, I think Maple Story DS might require Wi-Fi which you at least need a Wireless Router for.

MS DS does have a single player section, but yeah, apparently there's going to be an online segment as well. :D At least I don't have to face so many noobs while training on MS DS.

I wonder though, can NDS connect to McDonald's WiFi hotspots? ._.

Haha, I see. But I think Single Player MS DS would get a little boring after a while. I mean, at least 2 Pokemon that you catch will have very little chances of being the same XD;

I think it should be able to.

I guess it would. xDD";;; No problem, I'll just try out the rom before deciding which to buy nahaha.

8D Actually, I don't see why not as well. Nintendo Wi-Fi Connection is a sort of Internet connection after all.

hi, excuse the random reply but, to use NDS wifi actually depends on what service provider people use, but testing the connection on your NDS should tell you whether or not you can use the wifi in that area. or something, i don't get to use my ds's wifi much ^ ^;;;

i think to answer your's and tari's question, yes, it should work at most hotspots ^ ^

Cool down!!!!
*gives ice water*
Am not sure what really happen, but cheer up. Don't let these people spoil your day ^_^