Down LJ Memory Lane. XD

[ratiosu]

Boredom is a dangerous thing. ._.";; I have 40 minutes to spare before my next lesson, and people aren't chatting with me. So what do I do?



WHAT THE CRAP I sounded so twit and noob back then. XDDD";;;; "oh mi gosh", multiple exclamations, the ELLIPSES OF DOOM, "*insert stuff IS LOVE Z0MG", WAY TOO MANY EMOTICONS IN ONE POST [actually, I still do that now o_0"].

Ahahaha someone kill me now. XDDD

I used to update a LOT in the past. One post per day was a norm for me. These days, I just can't find anything worthy to write about. ._."; And it's not just because of the exam period. xD" Even during the normal first half of this year, my updates are getting fewer and fewer. I wonder how I managed to squeeze out so much stuff to write for LJ. o_0"

I also recall anticipating mail in my inbox, because MAIL = LJ COMMENTS. XD these days I don't bother going on much to Yahoo Mail. =\ I just get spam and junk.

XD WTF, I used to actually ENJOY angst. *shoots self* and I was a really really REALLY bad RPer. I screwed up Fuji's personality so badly that it's an unforgiveable sin. ._.";;; I so cannot believe I actually did all this.

Out of all this, two comm names shine through [/lame cliched term]. crack_corp and tenipuri_jnsh. The first was my absolute first RP experience. I played Oshitari and Fuji, got my name Fujitari and fell in love with OshiJi there. Also got a chance to meet other Singaporean TeniPuri fans because of this. XD [ HALO, AG AND KAGAMI ]. I miss it so much. ;_; The second was my first and most successful RP comm. xD" At first it was supposed to be Jyuunishi-related [thus the jnsh initials in the comm name], but I thought it was more feasible to have the current plotline [Police vs Mafia yo] since it'd attract more people. And yes, attract people it did. o_o Even with lack of advertising on my part, it managed to a respectable number of players.

Oh yes, memes were a common thing in my previous posts. XDDD";;

And yes, that auntie who made fun of me for trying to design a jacket for myself XD I HAVE THE JACKET NOW. TAKE THAT.

I used to have a couple of "no one cares about me, oh well no one would care if I disappear boohoo" posts. o_0";;; Luckily, I don't have a lot of that these days. Life's way too short to be filled with something as pointless as angst.

Instead of OH BOO TEENAGE ANGST posts, I have "RAWR STUPID PERSON GO DIE" rants that's placed behind cuts. XDDD" It's a more pleasant (?) change, I suppose. I know I'd get tired seeing sad, dreary boohoo posts on my f-list every single day. ._.";;;


Well, I've certainly changed a LOT. =3 I think I've become stronger, somewhat. I don't let things get to me all that much any more. Just give myself one day to cry over it, and let it go afterwards. Or store the bitter disappointment within, continue seething like a volcano, then erupt whenever fit.

I still feel bitter and hurt over certain stuff to this day. =| I should get someone to teach me how to channel that energy into work so that I can own the As. xD

Well, just 12 minutes before class. ^___^ I better get working on my revision now.

♥
-Tari-

PS: HAVE A DOUBLE EMPEROR TREAT. XDDDDD

Comments

[drizzling-blue.livejournal.com]

<3 Even when you're emo. xD And I remember the crack tenipuri community as well. Ah, the good old days~

[ratiosu.livejournal.com]

HAY U R ON. ♥

I SO don't want to be emo. XD And yeah, I love that comm ;_;b I miss all these specific-fandom comms. Most RP comms are just MULTI-FANDOM LOL. ._.

GOOD OLD DAYS. ♥