ratiosu: (S2Setz || judgement)
クオリア ([personal profile] ratiosu) wrote2008-12-16 08:30 am

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Yeah, Mother. I get that I'm useless and helpless and can't do a single thing to help myself.

Beautiful start to a hardly-shining morning.

[identity profile] meijiru.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
PARENTS CAN BE SO STUPID SOMETIMES. GOD. RAEG.

Don't listen to it. Parents say dumb stuff when they're in a bad mood or something. Like how my mother disinherited my brother over a phone call just now orz

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
She seems to think I'm taking this as a joke like she is.

It's so hurtful.

goddamn it parents.
Edited 2008-12-16 00:38 (UTC)

[identity profile] meijiru.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
Parents aren't infallible so it's best to treat this kind of thing as you would treat it if some random person on the internet acted like this.

...I know that's not really possible but that's the most sensible thing to do. They're just people, and they can be wrong, too, and if they were on the internet, we'd pwn every argument with them.

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 12:49 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, too bad I can't actually raeg at them, and can only do it behind their backs.

You know, I'm just like "Fuck, I love you guys, but up yours." right now. ._.

[identity profile] meijiru.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
Somehow, I think you'll always be a failure in your parents' eyes when they want it to be like that. You can work so hard and be so awesome at everything, but you'll still be a failure and an ingrate if they want to call you that. And being your parents, they apparently have the right to call you that at any time.

It really sucks. This is why we should get married and have kids. So we can torture ours like that.

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
LOL I'd suck at being a parent. You know one of those parents who only care about watching dramas and forgetting to cook dinner for their kids? I'd be one of those with the Internet.

[identity profile] meijiru.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
...Well, at least you wouldn't be yelling at your kids about being useless and all. Plus, the worse of a mother you are, the better. Because then your kids will want to have kids too that they can treat badly for revenge.

This ensures that mankind doesn't die out. The will to torture.

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:04 am (UTC)(link)
Kids are so hard to care for. Treat them too nicely and they become jerks. Treat them too harshly and they STILL become jerks.

No wonder each generation of humans become worse one after another.

[identity profile] meijiru.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
Hey I'm not a jerk and I am someone's kid ;____________________;

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
WELL THEN YOUR PARENTS DID SOMETHING RIGHT AND GAVE YOU THE RIGHT BALANCE OF LOVE AND RAEG. Ask them for the formula. THERE SHOULD BE SOME SECRET MATHS/SCIENCE FORMULA BEHIND THE AMOUNT OF LOVE TO GIVE.

I don't really know what I'm saying anymore orz

[identity profile] meijiru.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
No you know what made me into what I am?

An overdose of Sailor Moon.

And then Card Captor Sakura.

And then DBZ, which, despite all the fighting, still teaches you morals... or something. I have no idea.

Also, all those dramas I've been watching. They teach you to be nice and diligent and understanding.

If I told my mom I think the TV had a great influence on my moral education, she'd go into hysterics and cry and yell at me, but I think it's really true.

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
You know how people always say that the minority is the most vocal group?

I think the same goes for every thing. For every single case of lolviolencefromtv, there's probably hundreds if not thousands of other cases in which people benefit from watching TV. I'm pretty sure I've gained something out of TV myself, even if I hardly watch it anymore.

I LOVE YOU. YOU LOVE ME.
WE'RE A HAPPY FAMILY

[identity profile] meijiru.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:25 am (UTC)(link)
...Okay, I was going to agree on this until I saw the last two lines.

Now I'm just. dead.

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
WITH A GREAT BIG HUG AND A KISS FROM ME TO YOU
WON'T YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME TOO

[identity profile] chuukoku.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
....CAN WE SING THE ABC SONG NOW?

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
THIS SHOW WAS BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE LETTER G AND THE NUMBER 0!!!

[identity profile] chuukoku.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
-CUES ENDING CREDITS-

[identity profile] chuukoku.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 12:38 am (UTC)(link)
Parents seem to do that relentlessly from time to time, habit or not.

It's a matter of learning to be better or just strive through it than having them talking down on you like that.

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
They don't let me do ANYTHING. When I offer to help, they say I can't do anything.

After a while, I just learn to just stop trying at all.

And they think it's my own fault for not trying harder.

[identity profile] chuukoku.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 12:43 am (UTC)(link)
It's not, okay? Your parents shouldn't be acting like this if they think you're useless and everything, when you have tried before.

It's their fault for just looking at the bad things over the things you have accomplished at least.

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
All my accomplishments were wiped clean when I failed that A Levels. In the end, what matters to them was that I didn't get into a relatively cheap University unlike my peers.

[identity profile] chuukoku.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
I'm pretty sure the standards are high, but. They should at least be appreciative that you got into a university period. ....Also surprised I haven't heard that your parents celebrated anything on your passing grades this semester.

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 12:54 am (UTC)(link)
Lmao, their allowance to let me continue classes is more than good enough for me. They never stop stressing that if I don't pass, they'll stop me from going for classes which freak me out to no end because FUCK I HAVE NO SKILLS AT ALL I CAN'T WORK LIKE THIS.

Anyway, I get all my spending money from them so. >_>

Still, it's disheartening to hear them talk like this when only hours ago, I was freaking out from a nightmare concerning them.

[identity profile] chuukoku.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
Oh god, that kind of stress. At least you're able to rage SOMEWHERE, rather than keeping it inside.

And....Nightmares suck, and suck more when it foreshadows things.

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. Thankfully, they're not computer-savvy at all. They don't know what I do on the Internet at all lmao. |D

Yeah, they really do.

[identity profile] chuukoku.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
Good thing too♥ Otherwise you wouldn't be able to blind sparkle text all over LJ and make releva irrelevant posts that makes us laugh so hard it makes us cry XD
Edited 2008-12-16 01:08 (UTC)

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
XDDDDDD Yeah. To be really honest, I'd spend more time at the computer and see people every day than go out every day.

My mom thinks that Internet friends are all fake people, but I've made much closer friends on the Internet who know me waaaay better than most people in school.

[identity profile] chuukoku.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
Same~ |D'' I try to go out, but in the end, my priorities tend to be more online people like you over real life friends any day

FINE IF I'M FAKE, THEN I'M A BOT. OR MAYBE A PERSACON LIKE CHII WHO JUST HAPPENS TO HAVE FEELINGS DESPITE BEING A ROBOT.

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
BUT YOU'RE NOT FAKE. XD YOU SEND ME STUFF JGDLSKGJS GOD WHY IS YOUR PACKAGE TAKING SO LONG

[identity profile] chuukoku.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
CAN I BE GUNDAM THEN, AND NO I DON'T KNOW SOB

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
YES, OF COURSE. I'LL BE YOUR O RAISER

[identity profile] ruffling.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
Parents are like that. They want you to grow up but when you actually try to, they treat you like a kid. It'll be okay, bb~ ♥

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
It's bad enough to see fandom bias early in the morning on my friends list [Innovators are allowed to get away with any fucking thing while ordinary people like Setz, Saji and Louise can't do a single shit? Really, fans?], and then this happens.

I just don't really know what to think right now. What a wonderful day.

[identity profile] ruffling.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
I never saw that. :O?

It's okay, the day tends to work itself out and somehow gets better. Besides, your parents are just being unreasonable, from what I've gathered from the other threads at least.

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know. I'm just fucking sick of seeing everyone go "lol episode 11 was so boring boo no Innovator action ):" and "wtf ewwww Saji ewwww Louise". I love the fans who like Innovators on my friends list to pieces because they're sensible and don't go SQUEEEINNOVATOR every time they post thank god but every other Innovator fan in [livejournal.com profile] gundam00 is driving me crazy and making me hate those characters. It's just terrible. If it wasn't for the fact that they share magazine scans and loads of other relevant info there, I would have stopped watching that community. :\

Lmao, watch as my Mom later comes in with tons of goodies. When I think that she's being difficult, she does something that changes my mind.

[identity profile] ruffling.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
I tend to ignore those people since I always feel that those people are people who actually really dislike Saji and Louise. I feel like those people really just have no legitimate excuse to do such things other than "OMG LOUISE IS SO WEAK BLEH!" But then again, I tend to ignore that because Louise happens to actually be my favorite character. It's understandable why they would get on your nerves.

Lmao, my mom does the same too. It's their way of saying "I might nag on you all the time but really, I love you."

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
Those kids said Saji and Louise had no point in the show during the first season, and look, both have become so incredibly kickass. I tend to ignore the hate, but after a while, it really starts getting on my nerves. I'm so tempted to be super obnoxious and reply to everything with sparkly blinking font whenever someone goes LOLHATE. But because I believe in karma, I'll let nature run its course. And possibly be disappointed by the turn of events. As much as I love it, I just have no confidence in the show anymore lmao.

Damn it, parents.

[identity profile] ruffling.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
XDDD I've been tempted to do that too. They do get horribly annoying and sometimes, I just want to punch them and tell them to shut up so I can enjoy what I do like about the show. Me too. I've only been watching it lately because of the characters and my curiosity as to what will happen to them XD;;

It's possible to love them and hate them.

[identity profile] soi.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
Ugh, I'm sorry.

My dad still thinks the US economy is in perfect shape and that the only reason I never found a job last summer was because I'm lazy and useless and apparently he still bitches about this to my mom. lol parents.

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
LOLPARENTS.

Somehow, our "WE'RE TRYING OUR BEST" is never good enough for them. ):

[identity profile] soi.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
YES god I hate it so much because my entire self worth has always been based around being perfect and BY MOST PARENTS' STANDARDS, I PRETTY MUCH AM but LOL NEVER ENOUGH

[identity profile] threeonetwo.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah well your mom is an idiot. :( -MAJORHUGS-

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2008-12-16 06:25 am (UTC)(link)
;_; ♥ *BIG HUGS BACK*