ratiosu: (delicious corpse || you must eat it?)
クオリア ([personal profile] ratiosu) wrote2009-05-01 12:05 pm

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From Ed.

Ask me a question and I will tell you no lies.


Ask me anything. Ask me about my life, about how my day was, about what I like to do on my spare time. No matter how personal, I will answer. Or maybe you don't have a question. Maybe there is something you've been wanting to tell me for a long time but never had the courage to. Maybe you secretly hate me or love me or wish we were closer. This is the place to tell me.

Anon is on, IP logging is off. If there's anything that I'm doing that makes you feel uncomfortable, annoyed, here is the place to do it.

(Anonymous) 2009-05-01 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
I always will treasure these memories. To be reminded of them, no matter how old it gets.

I've already discussed this, and it's only fair game on either end that some things are not mentioned on LJ. I miss that we used to icon match and other things but it's probably not a good time when I know I can't face you know what enough...yet. I know it's just a thing and I know I'll never get over it and wipe it completely off my mind. But I'll endure it for what it is and not mess up just because of it.

And.

I love the many things you do. The things you teach me, show me. I should not be repetitive in saying but I really really do, and I seem to remind you every now and then OTL


Ah well.

Cheers for making it this far.

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2009-05-01 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
LJ told me I had an anonymous comment and I had a heart attack. XD

But.

[identity profile] icarusxelric.livejournal.com 2009-05-01 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
It makes me sad that we're rarely in chat at the same time, anymore.

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2009-05-01 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
I'm barely in chat anymore. XDDD I blame exams, and the rash of mood swings I've gone through lately. :s

I'll hop in more often once exams are done though ♥

[identity profile] icarusxelric.livejournal.com 2009-05-01 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, same here. Minus the exams. I just... have had a very impatient two months. It's weird, the first three weeks of March I was insanely mad all the time, and the last week I was fine. and the first week of April I was okay and the last few weeks I've gone back to ... Not knowing what the hell I'm doing.

So I've kind of avoided chat for that reason. Hopefully things will improve over the summer ♥

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2009-05-01 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
Oddly enough, I think I was extremely angry at one point during March as well. XDDD Our mood swings are all linked or something.

And yep. :V ♥

[identity profile] mechasexual.livejournal.com 2009-05-01 05:43 am (UTC)(link)
I just wanted to thank you for being so awesome, and being there when times are tough, even if we don't see each other on AIM and stuff as much anymore.

Also, I love it when we hivemind XD

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2009-05-01 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
♥~ I feel bad because lmao besides making random comments on your LJ, we don't get to talk very much otherwise D:

THE TRUTH IS.












WE'RE ALL ACTUALLY ONE PERSON. That's why we're in one another's heads all the time.

[identity profile] mechasexual.livejournal.com 2009-05-01 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
jsdklfl I know D: I do love getting/giving random comments though, so ♥ I think we both have schoolwork to deal with first ;;

















+SCREAMS+

+REFUSES TO BECOME ONE WITH RAIBARU+

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2009-05-01 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
SIGH SCHOOLWORK IS FREAKING AWESOME Y/FY







YOU CANNOT FIGHT YOUR DESTINY.

LOLOL yeah, it is. XDDDD ♥

[identity profile] mechasexual.livejournal.com 2009-05-01 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
FY. FY :| | Exams and stuff are almost over for you, right?





+ENGAGES IN COMBAT+

ffff that kos-mos icon is so beautiful <3333

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2009-05-01 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. 8Db And then it's the heartstopping wait for results lmao.




MOOORRRTAAAALLL KOOOMMBAAAATTTT

<333 ...lmao it reminds me of hebe when i use it though

[identity profile] mechasexual.livejournal.com 2009-05-01 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
That's the best part 8) I get my grades back on Tuesday so I'll just wallow then.



violence is always the answer +embraces raibaru+

XDDDD yessss <3333 also MIRIAAA

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2009-05-01 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
sigh grades. ): *embraces back* ALL THE BEST ♥

CLEARLY IT IS THE ANSWER TO EVERYTHING. LIKE 42.

[identity profile] relinquish.livejournal.com 2009-05-01 10:28 am (UTC)(link)
Question: Why are you so awesome?

Not question: I'm amazed and thankful that you always put up with my rambling and that we can discuss things and hate on people together complain about situations and you always listen to my crap. You're one of the people I feel safe telling things to and there'll always be the fact that I've known you the longest out of everyone I know now and you're the reason I even got to meet all these new people and things. One day, I'm going to go see you in Singapore, or we'll have a Purg meeting, or I'll kidnap you to Austria and we can be socially awkward together and not say anything at all.

I also still love your Setz. And your Anew, despite your hiatus and us sucking with rping them. And Yuiko, because Citrine's really fond of her for some obscure reason.

♥ You're super cool.



edited because I can has grammar
Edited 2009-05-01 10:28 (UTC)

[identity profile] ratiosu.livejournal.com 2009-05-01 10:38 am (UTC)(link)
Answer: THE TRICK IS TO BE MYSELF. That sounds egotistic, but think about it, if I wasn't really comfortable with who I am, I would always feel bad about myself. And when I feel bad and conscious about myself, there's no way I can make others feel at ease because if I try to be someone I'm not, I'll only end up getting confused by who I want to be and what I want to do. So, yes. LOVE YOURSELF FIRST. Don't let your own opinion of yourself be shaped by what others think. Only then will you be confident enough to love others. 8D

Not...answer?:
Ahaha, you're still one of the closest people I feel most comfortable with talking to. Sometimes, I feel bad about talking to you because you already have loads of stress thinking about others as it is, and the last thing I want to do is to add on to that stress aaaargh. OTL But, not going to lie, I always feel so much better after talking/ranting to you. I love how we often have the same opinions, and even if we don't really share the same thoughts, we can disagree amiably. But that seems to be infrequent, I think??

YESSSSSSS TO PURG MEETING ;____; I'll bring my laptop so we can IM each other even though we're side by side.

You are the Marina/Lyle/Citrine/CrazyProfessor/LEEERRRLLLL to my Setz/Anew/Yuiko/InstrumentalityPl0xEmpress/Anoo!! ♥♥♥♥♥

I don't mind that you don't mind that I don't mind that---

[identity profile] jounetsu-ryu.livejournal.com 2009-05-01 03:27 pm (UTC)(link)
I wish we had more things in common to talk about these days T_T